I loved the thought of having hedonistic, satisfying, experimental sex and making connections with like minded people.
It was a really pleasant atmosphere, people all around us were having friendly conversations like they had known each other for years. We noticed a group of people sat in a booth who were looking at us. One or two of them looked familiar so we went over and said hi. Turns out we had chatted a little online!
It’s an interesting way to meet someone, when you don’t know their real name or very much about them at all but you’ve seen pictures of their pussy on the internet and you know they love butt sex.
I can imagine it’s a similar scenario to when Cindy and Sarah came to London and met up a bunch of MLNP stars. It was a great conversation starter! We met some people who seemed cool and we had some great conversations about sexuality, swinging and I even met someone else who had worked as a webcam model!
I was still nervous but I was having a great time. After a couple of drinks, I remember thinking “Do I want to go home with this person? they seem nice enough” or “I could probably get it on with these people, perhaps we should give it a try”. We did not go home with anyone.
“Probably” is not good enough!
There was no lust, just curiosity. It was like I was playing a game of dares with myself. I was waiting for the desire to kick in but it never came. We had a good time but I’m glad we called it a night when we did.
We went home, Monkey and me, and had a delicious romp just the two of us. Why on earth had I been trying to convince myself that I wanted to swap him for the night?! For someone I didn’t even fancy?! It was not due to an unmet sexual desire or a need to feel wanted, I have considered these and countless other reasons. It was partly out of curiosity and partly that I wanted to engage with people and talk about a subject that interests me. Sex.
I’ve learned some valuable things from our brief toe-dip into swinging. Firstly I’ve learned it is better to pursue what I actually desire rather than something that sounds like an interesting concept, I learned that my sexual wants are more conventional than I thought. I also learned that getting outside my comfort zone can be rewarding in ways I would not necessarily have expected.
I’m proud to say that my involvement with MLNP has armed me with the confidence to pursue and explore things that I otherwise wouldn’t have. Who knows what other adventures this will lead us to.
Aww, we love Tabby + Monkey! Check out all of the #realworldsex that they’ve shared with MLNP so far here! If you want to read more like this, head over to the MLNPstars Speak section of our blog! Enjoy!